To my children
I
think about you often. I don’t have you yet, but to me, you are everything. You’re
the reason I get up in the morning, the reason I’m doing all I can to be ready to
raise you up to all you can become. I am your mother, your protector, your
confidant, and friend. I will be there for you to pick you up when you fall, to
wipe your tears when you cry, and hold you when you are scared.
I
love you and I always will.
Our home will be a place of safety,
and refuge from the world around you. We’re going to be a council, that means
everyone in our home has a say and each person’s thoughts are valued. Your dad
and I will lead and guide each of you and help you in every way we can.
When
you make mistakes or do something wrong, I won’t yell at you or make you feel
small. We’ll look at the problem together to see why it was wrong and how we
could do better.
I’m
setting goals and learning what kind of mom I want to be, so when I have you,
you’ll be able to rely on me.
I often picture our home and it’s
full to the brim with our lives. I’ll be the first to get up in the morning, we’ll
each get ready for our day then have breakfast together before we go to our
different activities. Your dad or I will take you to school. I take care to
clean our house and make it a place where everyone feels welcomed and loved. When
you come home from school I’ll have snacks for you. We’ll have fruits and
vegetables, I’ll give you special treats occasionally, just know I’ll feed you
food that is going to help you grow healthy and strong. Together we’ll work on
your homework, if we can’t figure it out together we’ll find a tutor to help us
out. Our family likes to read, and we take time to do so. The books on our
shelves have been loved, some pages have been colored on, but we know the
stories and we often tell them to each other. My music will often fill our
home, you’ll learn the words to some of my favorite songs and one day, even
find some of your own tunes.
Your dad and I are a team. You will
often see us together at the dinner table going over our budget to see how we
can best use our means to support our family. We love each other, and you’ll
often see us conversing together, always improving and working towards the
goals that we have as parents.
We’re a religious family. I think
the most important lesson you can gain from our home is that you are a child of
God and he loves you very much.
There’s a poem I found when I was
younger and I’ll read it to you one day. It starts at the home, the path is
strewn with lavender bushes, there are kittens playing in the yard and you can
see the sun as it goes down. Inside, the walls are covered with photos of us.
The kids are each asleep in their beds. The house creaks a lullaby as mom and
dad sit close together by the fireplace, reminiscing about their day.
One day we’ll meet and I’m going to
do all I can to help you become who you were meant to be. Overall just know that
I love you, more than you know. For now, I’m learning all I can to be a good
mom.
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